Thank you to everyone who commented on my pictures of my new haircut! All of the support is really appreciated
Spent the day throwing up in my mouth. And actually outside of it once just to the shake things up a bit. Had bad stomach cramps and everything I tried to eat (saltines and cliff bars) made it worse. Pepto helped a bit. My dad came home around dinner time to me on the couch watching TV and asked how I was in a cheerful voice and I said “fine”. I don’t really know how to explain to my family what my days are like anymore. I slept through my alarms because I had a rough night, so I took my meds late. Which made my heart palpitations bad. And I had bad pain. That made me want to hit and kick the wall. But I knew if I did that I would just hurt worse. So I wanted to scream. But I just waited and cried. And then the bad nausea started. I messaged a friend off and on and watched Netflix as usual to try and distract myself. I have so much I need to be doing but I really just don’t have the energy right now.
I don’t know how to explain my day to my dad, so I just said it was fine. But really… It was one of those days.